Dhondi and I continue to place our hope in the eternal promises of our Lord Jesus Christ. He is our strength, our wisdom, our healer and the place of our faith.
I personally have been encouraged by Matthew 11: 28-30 as we continue on this journey of faith. This past month has been so overwhelming and detailed and urgent and Jesus urges me to "Come to Me all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest." In the past week alone this passage has been spoken to me three times in different setting thru different people. I so need that "rest for your souls" as Jesus states.
Monday, August 22 was the scheduled start date for radiation. Radiation has been "postponed" by our choosing and Monday night my dear husband stated it was time I remove the water-resistant patches covering the three radiation target-marks spread across my abdomen. "No need to keep them if that's not the route we are choosing." We shall cancel radiation at some point.
Chemotherapy treatment was intended to start alongside radiation, however, the Lord willed the cancelling of our consultation last week due to doctor illness (we know nothing of his condition, but we pray for his healing). We were wavering as to cancel or not cancel that appointment... the Lord made known clearly His plan for that day. Rescheduling wouldn't be for two weeks out contingent on the doc's recovery, so we stated we would get back with them later about that. As of now we do not plan to consult in that direction.
To detail the journey with all the intricacies of God's guiding hand thru exploring cancer treatment options would take more time than I am available to give right now. In short, Dhondi and I have graciously been lead to choosing the Gerson Therapy as the cancer treatment option best for our family. Who knew!? It's a strange place to be in sitting here typing to a crowd of loved ones that my husband and I are peaceably residing in a decision of "natural" cancer treatment rather than orthodox oncology.
However strange it feels to go "against" traditional treatment we declare that our hope is secure in the power and purpose of Jesus to heal! We cannot in any way trump God's plan for healing by choosing "this or that" treatment plan. Psalm 139:16 "All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to pass" reminds me always of that.
We have been reading and researching and praying our way thru this journey. Some of the encouraging aspects of the Gerson Therapy we have come to understand are that it addresses the entire organism (the body) to stimulate it to do the very thing God intended our bodies to do. This is from page 62 of Healing the Gerson Way, “Where Gerson most clearly diverged from orthodox oncology was his realization that, in cancer, the tumor is NOT the disease, only the symptom of the underlying breakdown of the body’s systems; in other words, cancer is not a thing (i.e., the tumor) but a process involving the entire organism.” We are humbled as we delve into a deeper understanding of our bodies, and cancer itself, and realize how deeply intricate and crafted we are by God our Creator. Our immune systems are created to detect these mutant cells that our own body makes, and are probably 99.9% just like all the other cells in our body, and destroy them. Sadly, the body of the cancer patient is not doing this life sustaining task. We are encouraged to work toward detoxifying my body and enabling my immune responses to be restored and foster healing to the point that the life threat (cancerous tumor) is broken down.
This is the war we are declaring on my cancer, and like any war, we have a lot of preparation to do in order to be effective in the fight. This cancer treatment is strategic and intense and will require the the help of many who are willing to become part of Lariate's cancer treatment team. Dhondi and I are scheduled to check into the clinic in Tijuana, Mexico on September 10th. We will stay for two weeks (minimum allowed) and begin the intense regime of healing that we must learn and carry out for two years. We will come home and take a week without the children to get accustomed to the new regiment in our home while simultaneously working out the quantities of organic produce needed to sustain this treatment, finalize schedule details with our volunteer "cancer treatment team members" and hopefully begin to train some of those who will be singing-up for once-a-month shifts to aid in our kitchen.
I invite any of you interested in understanding the road ahead of us to read, Healing the Gerson Way. Again we declare, this is not our hope! It is a part of the journey of healing God has laid before us, just as chemotherapy, radiation, surgery is for some as well. We are not, and never will, rely on Gerson's wisdom to manifest our healing, that is the work of Jehovah Rapha, The Lord who heals (Exodus 15:26). In reading this book, however, you will better understand the totality of this regime, how and why it works in the body. We need you all to be an advocate of encouragement to my family and I as we may weary but shall not discontinue...for this is war...and gosh darn it doing nothing about cancer is not an option.
I do want to take a moment and say thank you to all of you who have sent and forwarded your contacts, stories and connections regarding treatments and dear ones who have experienced the war on cancer. We have read all, considered and looked into and saved each name and phone number sent to us. Thank you also for the letters and cards of encouragement, your prayers, every loving text, every loving voice mail, each email and again your never ending prayers. Your love and kindness to me in this most darkest shadow of fear and turmoil have been life giving. Don't ever stop praying. I know it has made a difference in me...my circumstances have not changed, my trial is ever before me, but God's power is being perfected in my weakness and I am stronger now than I was just weeks ago. What a journey and all of you play a part and we appreciate the puzzle pieces you have sent our way that have pieced together the path up till now.
Thank you so dearly for partnering in this difficult journey with us.
In His grip,
Lariate